April 19, 2017
had a recurring “nightmare” last night about people seeking any shelter they could find. What’s weird is that I have a different dream each time I get up from bed but for some reason it just continued where it left off. I thought I was not really bothered by the threat of nuclear winter but it looks like subconsciously I am. This just illustrates how, often, control is not in one’s own hands. Like my mum used to say: you’re ok but other people might be “crazy”.