June 29, 2008
i had a good run. Hell, i had a great run. But, i had my son which i’ve always felt was my life’s purpose. Now i have to raise him as best i can to become the man i know he can become. The hard part. Of course, the doctor’s said he would never be born. i knew otherwise. And God gave him to us.
Some people say i am lucky. Because i no longer have to drive. Because i no longer have to garden. Because i no longer have to do chores at home. But they are wrong. i am lucky because i have a loving and patient wife. Because i have a cheerful and healthy son. Because i have friends and family that really care.
June 23, 2008
i guess i am ambitious after all. Not because of my career. Or that i wanted to become a writer. It is because i want my son to stay happy. Remain this way, for the rest of his life.
June 19, 2008
i never thought i’d ever want to see the C’s beat L.A. as they did. things change i guess. they’ve worked so hard and it’s been so long.
June 18, 2008
What do you say to people who have had a second attempt to have a child? No couple deserves it more. But I can not say, it is not for me to decide. What comfort can i offer. None. But i am here to listen when they are ready to talk about it.